Remember what I wrote ; if my connection with you really gave you such a terrible bad feeling, than I need not to be connected with you. And like you; I severd our connection, because that was what you or we seemed to be needing. Though it really hurted me that this was what you thought of me.

I didn't do anything to jusitify all those fears. Overthinking swept you away, into fear, I loved you as a friend. Nor would I've done anything to harm you, on the contrary I would have defended you fiercly to be who you are or aided you to become who you want to be.

I hope you heal. I wept ten-thousands times ten-thousands tears for this, and I was mad for this. And everytime I see you now I smile, and hope you are feeling well and inside I wish you all the luck and love in the world you deserve, because you are a brave person who walks in beauty.

That's what I recognized in you, while you asked me if you were a monster. And I thought no, you just follow your heart.