People just have an affair or even entire relationships.
They break up and they forget.
They move on like they would have changed brand of cereals.
I feel I was never able to forget anyone I've been with
because each person has their own specific qualities.

You can never replace anyone. What is lost is lost.
Each relationship when it ends really damages me.
I never fully recover. That's why I'm very careful with
getting involved because it hurts too much.
Even getting laid. I actually don't do that because
I will miss out the first and the most mundane things.

Like I'm obsessed with little things. Maybe I'm crazy
with .. When I was a little girl, my mom told me that I
was Always late to school.

One day she followed me to see why. I was looking at chestnuts
falling from the trees rolling on the sidewalk or ants crossing
the road. The way a leaf cast a shadow on a tree trunk.
Little things. I think it's the same with people.
I see them little details so specific to each of them that
move me and that I miss and will always miss.

You can never replace anyone because everyone is made of
such beautiful specific details.

Before Sunset